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My girl

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 19:48:03 GMT

So me and this girl started talking and hanging out a lot again.

"good, cause i want to too." - my favorite line at the moment.WERD

My closure

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 06:25:16 GMT

i tryed to be nice. i really did. last thing i wanted was to fight again. i dont even have those intentions or feelings to want her back either. i merely wanted to be friends. i even apologized to her before she left. a convo started with hello, and things seemed ok. she brought up the gift and i told her how i felt. she got pissed and got mad and blocked me[again] then i was like fine i dont want to make her mad so i'll leave her alone. then she unblocks and goes on a rampage of questions and what not that i did not respond to. she also sent me a letter in response to the one i wrote her a couple months back. in the end, i will take my guitar back with out feeling like a dick and leave with a closure and lasting impression of her as a selfish little fucking bitch. if you want to ignore me and take her side on this then do it. fuck you too. at the table i know who my real friends are.

My cake

Tue, 30 Jan 2007 04:48:51 GMT

Friday morning i received some chocolatey goodness. people wanted some but i didnt want to share any with them HAH. my band had a show that night it was really awesome except for the fact that my amp broke. i had to run my bass through the monitors up front so i couldnt even hear my self but all those drunk people loved us. this mexican dude in the front was screamin "you guys are the best FFFFFFFFUCKING band EVVVVVVVV ORRRR...fffffffucking bESSST...fuck" haha. werd.

lil bro woke me up saturday morning at like 7 and we went to kmart to get some all you can eat pancakes for $1.99, some good shit. later robby wanted to go to ihop to get some all you can eat pancakes, and i said sure then kristen said she was bored so i told her to go to ihop, haha. i went to over to my hood after. this one girl was there and i asked if she wanted to travle with me to tacoma to get my amp fixed. she said sure. went home and waited then she called me and i picked her up.we first went to carls jr. then to guitar center. LAME I HAVE TO CALL AMPEG MYSELF TO FIX IT WHICH IS LAME CAUSE I HAVE TO PAY FOR SHIPPING !!!! i think i'll just replace the fuse first and see if that works and if not i'll send it in. after guitar center we continued our adventure at IHOP. met everyone there and had this caramel banana cheesecake thing, it was bomb. played some wii, then took the girl home.

sunday started ok, but when i was doing my laundry this massive pain from the depths of hell attacked my head. i started throwing up and not cool stuff. i threw up three times before i went to sleep at an early [for me] 830.

friday there is a Guitar Hero II tournament at gamestop. i started practicing today cause i might try out for it. prolly wont though but thad be cool to have an extra $1000. snowee reminded me about valentines day, i need to find a valentine quick. i want some more cake.

My Word?

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 06:30:34 GMT

-this cool cat came in this morning.

-later on, a girl waved at me.

-interesting chat about coke and other soda's while the screen started to pend 3[not cool yo]

-saw this one girl on my way home.

-scrubs was old.

-clarification about girl 3, its my mommy. not who all of you think, which is lame cause you all thnk it is.

-i still wet the bed.

My Breakaway

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 06:04:03 GMT

i nodded my head this morning to breakaway by kelly clarkson as it played through the store. i quickly thought to myself what an awesome song it was and decided that i would listen to her album while i opened the girlls. when i finally got to "since you been gone" i had already lost it and was dancing all over the place. through out most of the album several thoughts arose, during "behind these hazel eyes" it was about a girl and i questioned my self as to why she was a thought.

as the next few songs played out i danced all over the place, and kenny thought i was a loser. during the song "i hate my self for losing you" a different girl came into my head. i again questioned myself why THIS girl was a thought.

i seemed to have been thinking about girls alot this morning because during "beautiful disaster live" i thought of ANOTHER one. this girl is different though because i still love her oh so much.

girl 1. why you?

girl 2. why you too?! awkward? alittle.

girl 3. i miss so much.

after a long day of feeling like a fag with kelly clarkson stuck in my head, i quickly played my hXc music when i got in my car to redeem my manliness. yesterday i got the A DAY TO REMEMBER CD which is AWESOME. it was a cool day too so i can say it WAS a day to remember[lame pun i know.] i also finally got to go to the cheesecake factory. i was highly disappointed with the food. i didnt get to try the cheesecake either, maybe next time i will go just for it.

my band is awesome we are starting to play alot of shows like every week, and soon we are going out of state for shows starting in april. we are going into the studio in the next week and i cant wait to get the new songs recorded. oh also february 11th i have FREE TICKETS to the show!!! PLEASE GO THIS TIME PEOPLE! ITS EVEN FREE TICKETS PLEASE GO!!!

oh yah, thanks snowee.